I look outside my window
At all the folks I see
Happy, giddy, laughing
That used to be me
I let the tears fall down
And count them one by one
Then try to count how long it's been
Since I last felt the sun
For me it's always raining
The sky is dark and scary
Then I get a flashback
A taste of peppermint cherry
And I began to smile
With caution, not with ease
And then that wave of fluster
That makes me drop to my knees
The sun, it starts to shine
With every word you write
And disregards the rules
What separates day and night
I feel a little happy
Not much, but it;s a start
And it's all due to you
The one that holds my heart
**I love you so much! You know who you are.
Until Later,
Amber<3
Right now that is what I want to do. I want to cry tonight because of the stuff that my "friends" are doing to me. I don't really know if they are really there for me at all. I think they just like being my friend so they can be nice.
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